Yesterday, one of the most beloved wrestlers in the WWE, Daniel Bryan, announced his retirement followed by one of the most passionate, honest goodbyes in the WWE. Daniel retired due to medical reasons he was set to the final slot yesterday in Raw followed by the WWE Network for an extended time.

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It was heartbreaking.

I love wrestling, really do. Seeing one of the wrestlers you cheered for go down for whatever reason hurts to some extent. Today though, I was reflecting on some of his words, his interactions with his family, and so many other things that made question, “what am I doing?”.

My interactions with people hasn’t been the best; I feel like most of the time I have spent has been wasted. I’ve been ungrateful. I seldom smile honestly, it’s something that I have taught myself to do over the years. I want to learn how to “act” normal, while missing the point of being yourself.

I wish I could say I tried, but this isn’t the case. I have given up so many times without trying, yet you see this guy, Daniel? He’s a fighter, he kept pushing on even with all the injuries. I didn’t. I always come around, really late, pick myself up and push once again.

Which is why it was never a matter of “trying harder” but having the desire to want it. There’s a lot of issues I want to resolve… I guess time heals old wounds. I did learn a lot yesterday, I just don’t think I can put it into words.